Hello my Friends :)

I have been meditating on this subject for many years now... which is Do we create our lives as we go along or Do we create it before we come into the world? Well despite hype I have to say that we do the bulk of the work BEFORE we come into this world through birth. Lately I have been reviewing some reading I had over the years in astrology and palmistry in regards to my life. I find it amazing and at the same time logical for I can not conceive in knowing how much organizing one moment takes for the Universe to manifest, that we are all popping out new ideas all the time with instanct manifestions and the whole thing doesnt fall apart! Of course that doesnt mean that we have "no control" or freedom of will, it just means...there is a plan already in place and YOU planned it yourself.

When I looked at my astrology chart reading info last week, I couldnt help but acknowledge the accuracy in regards to my life's story. It is great to have a look at it in the mid point of my life and find resolution with what has resulted was planned from the beginning. All the heart brake, tears, suffering and struggling situations I knew wasnt a result of my thoughts or my desires for my thoughts were always in fairy land! Needless to say I am very happy I included in the planning of my life, a dreamy state of mind! lol It was my saving grace and gift to help me not get washed away with the under currents... which brought me to the next question. What happens with all those prayers, spells cast and prayers?

It is my conclusion that if they ARE NOT PART OF YOUR LIFE'S PLAN, they are put into the collective box for reviewing when and if we decide to come back here or be in form again. If not in your personal life then the Greater story at large.Let me briefly run you through my line of reasoning if you please.

1. Since thought is energy, feelings are energy and the Universe is inclusive, then that which I have put forth has to manifest in some way.
2. I cannot but help being part of the creating process because I am a creator of my life/ lives and a co- creator of the Universe at large.
3. I have come into the world with a script to play in a production that includes thousands of other actors that have their lines and characters to play in my life story... not to mention the roles I play in theirs.
4. Any last minute changes ( beginings, turning points, themes,settings etc.) exspecially major ones will bring the curtains down for it would take to long to revise and notify the whole entire production company!

Now let us look at this point as well:

1. There is two major stories being played out at any given moment of time...Yours and the Creation of all things. We are supporting stars in the major production ( we may get the Oscar but the Divine gets the credit lol) and we work closely with the Divine in the production process. the Divine is BRILLIANT and in its brillance and genius the Divine decide to let us co-create with it so that we feel that we have an investment in the roles we play...it pumps up the moral...that way we do a great job...very smart dont you think?

However since we are players as well as co- script writters, all our inputs are taken on broad and worked out or included into at a later appropiate date or chapter. so what I am saying is basically, you can have what you want...just perhaps not now lol

I have also notice that in our present stories that we live, we can indeed have a desire that is not in our live's plan...providing it doesnt cause to much up set...it will be worked in some how. I'll give you one example, a couple of years ago I prayed earnestly to meet a rich man, NOW, who would take me out and wine and dine and be in love with me. In that chapter of my life however, it wasnt appropiate for me to meet such a man for it WOULD have change my life's story (NO WAY I would have let him go!) But because I kept bugging the gods (script writting team, guides etc) they decided to yeild... a little. I met a man who did wine, dine and fall in love with me... named...RICH! I know the gods got a great kick out of that one! And of course just to stay within the "rules" they made sure that I wouldnt like him very much but still... I cant say that my prayers wasnt answered lol

They are always doing that to me! Ha ha ha ;-(

Having said that about Mr. RICH...I was going over my reading yesterday that I had when I was 28yrs... and she said that I would meet a man who is "here for me" when I am 40yrs. It just so turns out that Mr. Rich showed up a couple weeks before my 40th birthday and our first date was to celebrate it! He wasnt "rich" but he had a good profession...but that wasnt the problem. The problem was the little issue that pychic saw back then that she didnt like and I didnt like either when he showed up... he was possessive of me in a consuming way. FECK OFF! lol so bye bye Mr. Rich!
(actually he sent me photos of him on the beach in the Virgin Islands yesterday by email and asked me can he call me... he has been "thinking of me a lot". Well it just so happens that...I have been thinking of me too! lol WOW! Is that chance or what! And I am thinking I dont want to see him again lol)

So you see the point is... if what you want today is not part of your life's script, which you have already... it can be woven into it, if at all possible in this life time... or you can defer it to the next. So dont lose faith hope faith in getting what you want. YOU CAN HAVE IT...but my conclusion is...

1. Go with the flow of your life's plan.
2.Dont be so rigid on any one thing.
3.Know that it is your life you are living.
4. Stop kicking yourself for not planning better LOL
5. Remind yourself that within eternity, you will live countless of lives
6. Tell yourself everyday that "life is only an illusion" and sing Row row your boat... when you start to forget you are on stage.
7. Be happy to play your part
8. Know that you can ask for council
9. Lastly but not least... give them heaven and hell. Make them laugh and cry. Be a STAR... you know that you have that quailty :)

TRUST yourself. I am sure we ALL have our own best interest in heart! And we would not have planned anything that we couldnt handle one way or another :) Needless to say I am excited... it seems from here on in my life is going to get better... so much so... that it will be me sending Mr. RICH photos of me laying on exotic beaches drinking cocktails...smiling...thinking of ME lol

I hope you all enjoy this...

I LOVE YOU ALL very much!

But then... this is the role I play :)

...yes...I am loving it *XXX*


MORNINGMOON*