Ive been thinking today while trying to come up with a way to bring members to Guiding Angels Ministries on ning. Then I also thought about how many times I wished there had been someone I could count on when I was married to my 2nd ex husband. Sure, I had my mom who had also been abused by her first husband (my da is her second husband), but *shakes head* she didnt really get Richard. He was mean.
Mean to the point he almost drove me to murder! Almost. It took every bit of my energy and self control not to kill him. He would just keep on and keep on; pushing me to my limit to the point where I had to fight back. I wouldnt let him push me down.
Every day when he left for work, I would sit in the living room and cry...wishing someone would rescue me, that I had someone to talk to. I was alone, and I was afraid....thats why this site Guiding Angels Ministries (which is an actual church founded by me and my current s/o) is so important and I would like to see it succeed...Yea it might be selfish of me....but I would never ever want to see anyone have to go through the pain and suffering I did.